It's just silly how the little things for the wedding get me so excited. Today I got to work and the stamps I'd ordered were in. (Please forgive the photo, I left the cord to my camera at home so I had to use the camera phone instead.) It's like every little package that comes, every puzzle piece that gets put into place, and every day that passes makes all of this more real.
On Friday, Steve and I had a backyard picnic to celebrate the fact that it had been a year since he sent the first message to me on myspace. I kept tearing up everytime I would think about how it was such a small thing but as a result of that little shot in the dark, our lives are completely different. There are times when I feel like this was so rigged and other times when I think about how very random it all seems. Steve and lived virtually across the street from one another for YEARS and had no idea. I walked around the restaurant where he was the executive chef every morning day after day, week after week, month after month and we never had any idea. Yesterday I was playing around and I asked Steve if he'd love me forever, and he said, "I already have." I am so marrying this guy! I needed every minute of these twenty something years to get ready for this kind of love and to know better than to take it for granted.
This weekend Mom, Anna & Sofia and I went out to Myer's Park for an event they were having and I was so excited to see the pumpkins and mums. There wasn't a great deal of color on the leaves but God and I are talking about it. I am so glad we decided on a fall wedding. What the heck was I thinking when I thought July might be good???
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Damn it Jenn....you made me cry...I know I didn't have to wait 20 years for my hubby...but I'm so glad we didn't find eachother before we got our lives to where they were...it would have been such a loss...Love ya girl! SO glad you are happy!
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